Filed under: self indulgence
There has been a serious uptick in the insomnia in the past week. Four of the seven past days I’ve had to take Seroquel to sleep at all, and still wake up frequently… On the nights I don’t take anything, I really don’t sleep. There’s this thing I call the “gator death roll” where I just roll over and over and over for hours — anyone I’ve slept with can attest that this is just about the most obnoxious habit ever. So I roll, look at my phone, check my email, roll around some more, look at my phone again. Completely exhausted, but unable to put out the flames or slow down the burning carousel in my head. Debating whether or not to just go back to staying awake until I can’t stand up, sleep 3-4 hours, and have done with it. Frustrating.
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